Client: M, Umhlanga, KZN
I would like to volunteer as a client. My story is quite a complicated one, and i remember during my teenage years how I taught myself how to be content and grateful, ambitious and believed in my own success with great certainty, regardless of how hard or impossible it seemed to others, especially due to my very unusual upbringing.
although I was always seeking for more truth and meaning about life and my own existence, answers i recieved from churches, friends, or the little family I rarely even saw, never satisfied me and didn't seem plausible enough.
I did surprise myself though after a period of heavy research and experimentation, even with the strongest psyochoactives that exist on the planet, had to change my whole mindset, lost the ability to be in the same circle of friends and even left school.
Since then I completely succeeded in changing my entire self, both physically and psychologically, and became the exact person I considered to be the best possible version of me.
Now 3 years went by and I'm in quite a deep hole, it's as if I know already what is required but have no drive or desire to follow the through.
I can't seem to break the habits I know are destroying me and for the past year I have been either manic or depressed.
Nowadays I find myself depressed most of the time and I really need at least one session we with someone who could at the very least relate with what I am dealing with and maybe just a little motivation could get me back on track.
Any help or even just an email would be much appreciated.