Client: Monica, Krugersdorp Johannesburg
I currently lost my mother and now left two young siblings, my 1 year old and my sister's child who is 5 years. I feel lost in terms of which role to play now and have fear of not filling my mom's shoes and disappointing or failing my siblings.
My other problem is that i have been in a relationship with the father of my child and its now 8 years. And like ant other relationship we have had our ups and downs. But now i have discovered or im becoming aware of this guys bad characteristics. There was a time where we broke up and i thought i was done with him as much as i knew that i still loved him but was prepared to get over the love slowly. Then he always finds a way to swing back into my life and we always talk about how things will be different this time around.
I just want to start afresh with my life and my new role as a mother to my siblings and my kid with no hang over of things that keeps haunting me or me wondering if i have made a good decision. I am also tapping into a spiritual journey for a new perspective on life.
By the way i am 30 years old.